china 1966
Yuan living in Hong Kong (pseudonym), 60s, female
Came from a big city close to the inland desert area in China
Although it was a "border" between the Han people and foreigners since long ago, many Han people settled end of the Qing Dynasty, Yusan family is also boing to Han
Yusun's grandfather was a National Party member and had a considerably high position in the provinces
The Red Guard has come!
When Yuan was a junior high school student, the Cultural Revolution began in 1966
Q How did it start at the beginning?
Yuan When I went to school, there was a gathering, and it was said that I will do political activities
I will not study anymore, only everyday meetings
It gradually became more intensified, informing and hanging up people who do not like it
Some principals covered a triangle hat and spit out everyone else
Even a little, if it seems that there is a "capitalist" , no one channt escape
After a while, the Red Guards appeared to the town
Everyone is young, all are young
All property has been forfeited, even then it is not enough to dig up to the garden ...
They came to Yusan's house, too
The surroundings all know that it was a national party executive in the first place. Yusun's mother prepared everything that was worthwhile from the house, all that was going to be money, and gave it out silently
Among them, it is said that there were not a few things inherited from generation to generation
Red guards are still not satisfied, they screamed that they should be hidden in the garden and wall
I dig up the garden and broke the wall
My mother really gave it all out so there is nothing to hide
I say that I did not feel alive until the Red Guards gone away
Still he says Yuan's house is still lucky
In the house of Yuan relatives, my uncle was beaten, property and furniture were all deprived, and my uncle was not able to recover mentally afterwards
The Red Guards are supposed to have collected the forfeited property in a predetermined place
I have also heard that some of them have been privatized since then.
Of course, even now, damage has not been paid at all
And to the rural village, to see the poverty which I have not seen
Yuan After that, I decided to go to a rural area this time
At the time of the Cultural Revolution the students who attended school were released to rural areas and engaged in agricultural work and construction work
I went to a rural village near my hometown
The village was particularly poor, and the wife of a farmer stayed home all the time because there are no clothes to wear outside. Even though she's pretty close to naked, I did not have any money to buy clothes
In rural areas, food was running out of lots of food from urban areas, and I was always hungry
At the time of Yuan, the diet of the urban area was eaten at least once, but it was never blessed
For example, coon that can be taken at my hometown and sweet potatoes that can be taken in the neighboring provinces, now they will buy and sell to each other and will line up in the market in no time
But at that time, it was forbidden to capitalize on making money and doing business
Even if sweet potatoes are rich in the province next door, it did not reach us easily
Fortunately, when I was able to buy one, my parents baked it for our siblings, cherished it sweetly, carefully and carefully ate it carefully
Although I am a student, I do not study, all my classes are politics, politics
For several years, I could not study at all like studying
Initially, what we call political meeting, activity was "study"
The man who became the leader there, can not read the letters, just let us and the farmers do what I said above
But since I do not know what will happen if I go against it, everyone kept silent and obeyed
Having struck a school teacher with everyone, even at home, having told bad things to their parents
Tears come out even though I remember now
Upon completion of the civilization, Mr. Yuan returned home, aiming for going to university which was a long-awaited hope
Just because my grandfather was the Kuomintang Party "Better" Euan was admitted to the university since I was 23 years old
At that time I did not hesitate and majored in a foreign language
Yuan I want to go out someday, I want to absolutely want, I thought so, I chose a foreign language
I studied desperately because I was going on to college after I was late
I would like you to return the time in rural villages, before and after that, when I was not able to wear knowledgeable knowledge
And Ms. Yuan goes abroad and finally chooses to live in Hong Kong
In the next article, I will follow the life of Yuan, why I did not return to my country